Monday, September 27, 2004

Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best
I’ve ever had I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find I kind of funny I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Memoirs of a lost man

I was watching the movie red dragon this evening when faraz came in and asked me, "eshtee where are ur keys". i started to think about it but the smile on his face has already told me that i had forgotten it in the door outside. not for the firts time.

What is happening to me. y have i become so careless. i was never like that back in pakistan as far as i remember. may be it was because of my dad because he would'nt allow me to be so reckless. well then after finishing the movie i went outside to return it. i could have taken the tram but i wanted to walk. wanted to feel the air. the wind. reminds me of the old days. good and bad. i always liked to walk alone at night times. used to think about wht i am doing. but now things have changed. now i just dont want to think.

ne ways i walked and walked thinking about the past. thinking about my people. every one has his own world once said someone. a world at the center of which that person lives and the whole world just rotates around him. but should people get out of thier own worlds and stray in others lives. something that i am doing. i practically
dont have a life anymore. yeah true and its fun. arggghhhhh i m tired know just came back from a long walk. will continue it later. i m kind a missing my old self.

Friday, September 10, 2004

Stupidity should hurt

A few days back a friend of mine went to Canada. he told me that he had been trying to get to Canada for the last 12 years. Man that’s a long time. he spent like 4 years in Australia and as soon as he got the Australia passport he left to fulfil his dream.

Well i decided to give him a farewell party before he leaves. When I asked him that when is his flight he replied that its due at 11:00 pm. so I asked him to be at my place at 7:00 same day. the plan was to have dinner together and then we'll go to the airport to see him off.

I made minced meat and bought some ice cream for the desert. The dinner was fine. Then we left for his place to pick up his baggage and then left for the airport. But when we got there the airport people told us that the flight was at 11:00 am and not at 11:00 pm.

Well the airport people arranged him to get on the next available flight that was next morning.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

The story of Lollipop

Hmmmm ...
Odd title for an entry i must say, but yeah this entry is about lollipops. well wht happend last night at the store, a guy came in to buy lollipop with his friends. they brought loads of them. Morris was there with me having his coffee is usuall. after handling the customers i told him that if a guy of that age eat lollipops in pakistan we will call him crazy. Morris said,"what do u think why they like them ". well its a candy morris boy. "dear i am afraid there is more into it".

morris told me that they take lollipops in the club and every single one lasts like 1 hour. and between that they dont have any drinks, hence saves money. now they are mave sugarfree so there is no health issues aswell.

Then he added the lollipops were invented in spain(more to it later). and the guy who actually invented them made a fortune out of it and died last year. then he added "c syed a small idea made him billionair". impressive ...

After coming home i searched for anything about the invention of lollipops. u know wht they were invented in USA. i thought morris u bloody liar.

apart from all that nareeman is really sick so plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz every one. pray for her. rizwan and rizvi are really worried :(

bye for now

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

The world of arseholes

I read some where that a person should offer his or her friendship to people who are worthy enough of it. i guess i ignored that statement during the course. i've met a lot of people, good and bad. People who love to manipulate the situation or use others for there benefits.

i never really mind if someone has used me in some way. every one
does it some time in one way or another. but i never liked it to
be thrown in trash.

World is full of arseholes ...